winters coming

well for those you u who dont know me i have worked for hunter mtn for the past 5 years as a snowboard instructor. this year im working for well not hunter lets put it like this... a larage government environmental agencey ..... and im down on long island and i cant stand it. i really cant believe that i live down here i wish so much that i was in the mtns working at hunter but i have to do what will be the best in the long run. why is that? why cant i just live pay check to pay check? why does my boss talk to me like im right out of high school? i mean i have 6 years of education in this feild and have held three jobs that have been in the environmental feild. why is this guy looking at me over there.......why does no one read my bloggs? why did i break the clutch in my best friends car? ahhhhhh why?........ what ever :/